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November 19th, 2009 2:16pm ] |
Private Dream Journal
(paper journal)
The dreams are getting... if not worse, at least creepier. They're getting a little more clear, though, which I guess is scary enough.
I still can't see faces or anything like that, but I can see bodies, people dancing or trotting around a fire, and they're chanting. English, maybe, but I can't tell. Maybe a man and a woman? Maybe two women? I can't tell. It's frustrating.
Then there's the freaky house-on-legs that keeps running around some tropical island or something. We're talking Chicken Boo type legs, huge-ass chicken legs, the kind that would make Colonel Sanders salivate.
Teeth. Big sharp ones. Not fangs, not like vampire fangs, and not like demon choppers either. They're like... the words that keep popping in my head is mouthful of daggers, but that's never something I'd say. And they're always eating. Human flesh; sometimes it's just an extremity, sometimes it's biting off a face, but there's lots of slurping and those teeth.
then there's fire, lots of fire, and a lot of wind making a big column of fire. Don't know what happens after that, because that's when I usually wake up, sometimes crying or shouting.
I don't understand, but I don't think it's The First Slayer. It doesn't feel like that. I can't express it; I can't write out words for the feelings I've got, but I think that if it were the First Slayer, then I'd be feeling a lot more terror from the people in dreams, and not be afriad OF them. I don't know. That's not exactly it, but it's close.
I hate this part. I'm supposed to write down how they make me feel. I don't do good with this part.
They leave me feeling afraid. And a little bit irrational; it's affecting my sleep patterns. I'm getting cranky, short-tempered. I get angry, lash out at people for little shit. I walk around wanting to pummel people into mash. I don't know what's going on with me, I guess it's the lack of sleep making me cranky. I'm kind of afraid I'm gonna snap at the wrong person and hurt someone.
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| Character Profile: Elspeth Alexis Holden |
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September 19th, 2009 8:08pm ] |
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( Call Me Beth Or Die )
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